Some times

There are things that you know and you make your mind think you don´t care at all but they´re there stalking at your happy moments every single second of your day but then when someone turns on a flaslight and you are forced to see them, they´ve become moster with sharp fangs and claws and then come out to get you and they step on you being really careful of not leaving you without a single complete bone... And you are forced to pretend everything´s ok and that you don´t care because you believe that maybe you can fake it 'till you make it and righ there is the monster controlling you, making you pretend and poking at your sides so that you lie, so that you hide and you have no other way out because you can´t let a explosion happen, you´re fragil glass but an explossion will make shatters of glass go out in every direction hurting everybody around you... and not all of them are guilty and you don´t care to swallow the monster because you care too much of the ones  who are just there, just like you forced to be...