Rain in the desert

Oh my friend...this is what you do to me

You make me melt in sighs

And you make me rise in bubbles.

You are there in my head 

Even when I´m trying to keep it free from you

You got me up and down

And there´s never been a better antidepressant than you

And there´s never been a more effective depressant than you

You make me hallucinate

You make me walk straight while walking all over the place

There are thousands of things I´d like to tell you

And in my reveries I go all out for you

But I just can´t talk to you

Just ignore it all, the advices go

Do just the same, make that one go crazy

It seems, my friend, that I have the effect on you

That a fallen leave has on earth.... I just wither away

Nothing that I might say is enough

I never reach you enough

I never have you enough

Yet you got me too much

And you make me go insane, so much more

How did you carved yourself a home in my heart without working for it at all?

It´s unfair, my friend, you have that space abandoned, dark and waiting for you

While I have nowhere to go

Not even to you because there´s no room in you for me...

Sure, you´ll give me shelter whenever it rains... 

But I´m just a temporary guest... 

Or maybe a decorator and even a healer or a builder

Sometimes a fire for when´s cold

Or a ice for when´s too hot

A blanket for winter and sweet tea for summer

A doll if you want to play...

Whatever you want me to be, I am

Never what I want to be for you, that´s not to be reached by me

And this, my dearest, is what you do to me

You make me bleed words

And make me cry thoughts

And make me dream of illusions that turn to nightmares

All while gently uttering a word or two, 

Like rain in the desert