safe place

Ayon was here. Random huh?
I thought this day was not going to come, not again,
there you were
saying I miss you one day, and then not replying again
days later, you appear, telling me of your latest interest
someone that makes you curious and sad because she seems to run away from you
and you want my advice, you want my confort
and I will confort you as you pierce my heart, all over again
as  I realize again that you never looked my way
except as your safe place where you could hide for a moment before trying the world again.

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Written on March 4th 2013, over a year ago. I´m not entirely sure why I want this out there mmm