Fifth floor

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I had always been worried about tie

I had always care if I’m on time

I never cared about the world turning around

I never checked sunlight other than right outside my window

I only cared about my way

I never cared about distances

I always wanted to go outside

But in reality, in the present, 21000 kilometers have been my limit

Here I am counting differences,

Here I am thinking about day and night somewhere away

A thousand and nighty five days, twelve hours, the minute that just passed…

It all got together and shouted me to open my eyes to another world

I’m missing a warmth I’ve never felt

But that is real, often much more real than the ones next to me

One more day… I wonder what you´re doing

I wonder following your words, somewhere where I can’t see

Things that I´ll never know,

Time that we´ll never share

A cliff, a gap that right now feels huge…

At the fifth floor I see the sun hiding behind the never ending mountains

I see gray skies as I turn my swiveling chair just once

I wonder, are you busy now?

Are you looking at the sky just like I’m doing now?