Over the Moon: Cinderella

Olivia wanted to go outside; she´d felt imprisoned by the werewolf that had intruded in her house and life but she decided to stay inside in case the man was around and then it occurred to her that the next day once she go to work the man might be around still like some kind of stalker. She could´ve asked him where he lived but she hadn´t wanted him to think that they could be friends or anything similar by initiating a conversation but she could ask Alejandro about it and she would as soon as she saw her friend. How hadn’t she thought of that before, Oli scolded herself, obviously the man had to live in Woodhills

Olivia was disappointed when she found out, the next day that Alejandro´s shift started when hers ended which meant she wouldn’t be able to ask him much if anything. To her good luck, however, Alejandro came a few minutes early and she was able to sneak out, it was a slow morning.

“How did the dog sitting go?” Alejandro had an amused grin on his face despite the annoyance in his voice. Oli rolled her eyes

“I´m like his maid now” Oli made a face

“Was he rude to you?” Ale knitted his eyebrows upward

“No, he barely talked, not like I gave him the chance –she admitted; Ale just nodded in acknowledgement –hey… by any chance do you know where he lives? –she grimaced- I want to try to avoid him” she explained quickly as Ale raised his eyebrows and changed his grin to smirk

“Don´t worry –he assured her- he´s living in the city, he goes to school there, he only comes like his bro to spend the moon with their one and only” he poked her tongue out and then scoffed in time with her

“At least there´s that –she sighed with some relief- so he lives in the city –she said to herself –thank you, Ale” she smiled up at him

“No prob” Ale glanced at his watch “gotta cook for people now”

“Yeah, have a god day”

“See you around” he smiled, she waved goodbye. He’d given her good news. It was a little ironic though in a funny way that he lived in the city, she´d lived there for years and only when she came to Woodhills he decided he… what?  That he liked her? No, that didn’t cover it. He had decided to be some kind of stalker/astray annoying dog but she wouldn’t lose her time thinking about him and she kept word. She didn’t think of Daniel even once during the course of the following month as she became a little bit of a closer friend with Alejandro and Mai, anther waitress in the restaurant.

Olivia had just come back from work on a Monday afternoon and was eating a piece of cantaloupe in the kitchen and planning to laze around the whole rest of the afternoon when she heard a knock on the door, reluctantly and with the piece of juicy cantaloupe on her hand she went to get it.

“You again” she released air through a corner of her mouth as she saw the lean man at her door, he swallowed visibly

“Good afternoon, Olivia – she made a face when he used her name in such a formal way- will you, ah, help me again these…”

“Agh –she interrupted him frowning- I´m not doing this for you –she moved to a side –just so that no other person has to go through what I went through” she slammed the door shut

“About that…” he started. She lifted a hand in a stop motion and then she glanced at her watch

“It´s three in the afternoon, you didn’t need to be this early here” she narrowed her eyes and he looked wounded

“I can come back later” he said with his amber eyes closed

“Whatever, you´re here already” she rolled her eyes

“I´ll place this on the kitchen” he made it sound like a question. He lifted a grocery bag

“Sure” she followed him; she wanted to know where he was so that he wouldn’t… couldn’t surprise her

“I brought some tools… -he was carrying a red slightly rusty metallic tool box on his other hand- I thought I could fix the leaking of the sink and bathroom…”

“You can do that?” this surprised Oli that had been vaguely observing his long hair tied in some kind of loose bun at the base of his head thinking that she didn’t have hair long enough for one

“Yeah; I can start now and fix the cabinets too… continue during the next three days that I´ll be here”

“Three days?” she exclaimed as her scent was more tainted with irritation

“Yes –he said in almost a whisper- the night´s before during and after the full moon with their respective days, that is when I need your help the most”

“You were here only two nights last time” Oli narrowed her eyes

“Yeah, well –he pulled free his hair and started to tie it back in the same loose bun- I had spent a day locked before I escaped”

“Geez –Oli sighed- three nights, three days plus the morning in which you´ll leave?”

“Yes” he touched his neck closing his eyes for a second

“I hate this” both Oli and Dani thought

“Are you sure you can repair that?” Olivia asked after a minute in silence

“Yeah –he showed his lopsided smile- what do you want done first? This one –he pointed at the sink- or the bathroom?”

“Err….This one?” she made a little motion to the sink as her eyebrows went upwards

“Alright” Daniel put his back pack and tool box on the floor and opened the cabinet under the sink as Oli exited the room feeling awkward but not wanting to make much of it. She´d planned to laze around and she´d do just that.

Olivia really didn’t want to have to take Daniel´s food for him upstairs she decided to start dinner earlier than usual, at around six in the evening. When she went in the kitchen he´d finished fixing the sink and was screwing the cabinet doors, the one that kept falling and had fixed the one that wouldn’t close no matter what Olivia had tried –mostly hitting it hard- and for the look of it he´d cleaned the sink too leaving it shining instead of the dull gray color it had before. Olivia was impressed. When Daniel saw Olivia he moved away and crouched to put his tools back on his box.

“Wow, you´re efficient –she laughed a little nervous laugh- thanks, really” she washed her hands as she thanked him

“It´s the least I can do for letting me stay” he shrugged with a shoulder still looking at his tools feeling a little stupid that her words had given him some fluttering feeling in his chest. Gratitude was a sweet smell, not overly so but pretty good, he decided he liked it.

“I´m going to wash” he announced standing up once he was done, Oli graced him with a small polite smile and he went to the bathroom. When he came back he didn’t know what to do, where to stand or if to stay in the room at all but since he wasn’t willing to go away he looked around the kitchen shifting on his feet. He could´ve started the repairs on the bathroom but he could feel the call of the moon getting stronger, it´d be a disaster to lose his thumbs while working with pipes.

“I´ll work on the bathroom tomorrow” Daniel broke the uncomfortable silence

“Ok”

“Should I…er…” he tried to break the silence again

“You can have diner down here” Oli said at the same time he spoke

“Cool –he smiled his crooked smile- Can I help you with…?”

“I got it” she didn’t let him finish and the smell of impatience filled his nostrils. Ok, no talking he thought and silently went to take a seat at the small tattered table in the kitchen. He sat in her line of vision, he knew she didn’t trust him and wanted to know exactly where he was at all times, at least that´s what he´d think like if he didn’t trust someone in his house. He found that being in her line of vision meant that she was also in his line of vision which meant he could steal glances at what she did and he did just that. He watched her cook, flipping the contents of the pan and pouring them on a large plate. He saw her chopping tomatoes and onions, she was good, fast working in two things at a time; she added salt on the tomatoes and the beans she was frying. At the very end she tossed some tortillas on a pan. Tacos, Dani though, she´s making me tacos, it made him excited but he had to remind himself that no, she was just cooking and it wasn’t for him.

“Left over burritos” she put a plate on the table in front of him along with a coke

“It smells good” he looked from the food up to her. The tiniest of smiles appeared on her face. Suddenly he gripped the edge of the table hard as a spasm went through him making him grimace

“Are you ok?” Olivia sounded scared.

“Yeah –he took calming breaths- it´s…the change… I think it´s happening earlier tonight” he let go of the table noticing his knuckles were white

“Now? –she lifted her eyebrows upward and her scent was tainted with fear- I, I´ll take these upstairs for you” she lifted his plate and drink. No! He shouted in his mind but focusing on the task he stood up and walked towards the attic. As soon as she locked the door he could hear her rushing downstairs leaving a trail of her fear behind her. It hurt almost as much as the spasms that made him curl and moan and fell to his knees. He kicked off his shoes and pants in time but his t-shirt and the rest got tore by his transformation. At least it stopped the whining, sort of, because in his wolf form he was more prone to try and beg Olivia who didn’t know what it was and didn’t want to know, didn’t care to know; a little howl  escaped him as he thought of this.

That night he tried very hard not to sniff loudly and not to scratch the floor boards. He failed two or three times and two or three times Olivia shouted for him to stop but it wasn’t as hateful as it had been the last time. Daniel could hear her grumbling non-words and then turning on and up a radio with music he didn’t know in a language that he didn’t understand. He could understand that it was a sad song though; the woman´s voice was high yet clear with a background of a sad piano. Half way through the song it stopped, it was a CD, it was scratched. Dani could smell anger and frustration coming from Olivia followed by another song that like the one before started with a piano but it was faster joined later by other instruments and sung by a male whose voice sounded pretty nasal. The scent of frustration from Oli changed to one of calmness as she mumbled the words that Daniel couldn’t understand. She wasn’t a good singer, her voice faltered when it went up but it was nice to hear her content. Olivia sung the next song complete and even played it again; by the third song she was asleep, he knew because there was silence and only the smell of orange blossoms and vanilla ice-cream remained. He rested his head on his front paws as he kept listening to the quiet songs and the howling of his pack as background.

Olivia was a heavy sleeper. Dani was sure this time, otherwise his whining, groaning and snapping bones would´ve surely make her start oozing bitter, sour smells as he changed back from his wolf from but instead of that she remained with her own scent as he struggled out of his animal form at dawn. It was so exhausting to change back, it drained all his energy so once the spasms ended he just laid there on the wooden dusty floor and closed his eyes, curling a little as the cold morning gave him goose bumps

“Geez! This again!” Olivia exclaimed and Daniel´s nostrils filled with the overly spicy and caustic scent of anger that made him wrinkle his nose. Yeah, he remembered this time, he was naked lying on the floor, her back to her; he sat up quickly locating his pants and pulling them on as he stood

“Sorry” he cleared his throat as he turned around and saw she was facing the other way with the hint of a blush on her cheeks. She looked cute with glowing cheeks; he had to fight the smile that threatened to form on his face, a battle that he lost as he walked ahead going to the first floor of the house.

Oli made breakfast as he cleaned himself. She´d used the ingredients he´d brought, serving him a generous amount of food on the same plate as the night before and the same one as the first time he´d been there… one plate, his plate, like a dog.

“I´ll work on the bathroom today” Daniel ignored the pang that went through him when she took her plate and walked away

“Ok, thank you” she paused for a second but left anyway.

Daniel ate in silence doing his best to enjoy his breakfast. Silence was something he really didn’t enjoy. Although he was an only child, he wasn’t used to being alone, his cousins were like siblings, they´d lived together all their life and there were his friends, members of the pack that were some kind of extended family, there was always someone to share a meal back at home. He could enjoy the meal, though, Oli had cooked nicely and her scent lingered in everything she´d touched. He could also enjoy the fact that he wasn’t locked up in the attic. He ate fast though, washed his dish and got to work, taking his time, even cleaning the dirty neglected bathroom. It was obvious that no one had used it in years which kept him occupied during most of the day.

That evening, Olivia made an early dinner. They had ribs, rice and vegetables, he´d brought the meat. It nagged her that he probably had brought all his favorite food and she was cooking it for him. She had the idea in the back of her mind to make him made his own food but then she was cooking for herself anyway and it was not like she didn’t like experimenting here and there with the food and have someone eating her little experiments and he´d fixed the leaking sink and bathroom that she hadn’t checked but that had heard him fix so it wasn’t really that bad to just add some more food in the pans she told herself.

After dinner, Olivia came back to the kitchen where once again Daniel had eaten alone to take him upstairs and lock him up. He heard her pause at the sounds of his groans when the first spasms started but she quickly walked away after that pause. Once in his animal shape, he didn’t hear her close, she wasn’t under the attic in her room; paying attention he heard her downstairs. He felt anxious and desperate, she was farther this time, and her scent was faint. He reminded himself that she was inside the house, they were close, and they were under the same roof. But then, what if something happened, what if someone came, what if Ale came, he thought as the hair on the back of his neck stood on end and barely caught a bark, he wasn’t so lucky in resisting the urge to scratch the door and make little pleas that sounded to human ears like little barks and whines. If Olivia heard this, she ignored him, she didn’t shout for him to stop although she turned on the volume of the TV and after a little while she started laughing at the comedy she was watching and then very late at night he could tell she´d fallen asleep.

The next day Daniel offered to paint the bathroom with the white can of paint he´d seen in the cabinet under the sink. Oli had used it to paint one of the walls of her room. She was reluctant to let him but in the end she did. In the afternoon, Daniel once again offered his help, this time to turn the soil in the garden, she didn’t hesitate this time, she´d barely started doing it last month when she´d stop the next day as her arms felt heavy and sore. She made lemonade for him and commented that she wanted to plant flowers all around the big patio, maybe plant some trees but she needed to fix the old fence even though she wasn’t sure why it was there if the a large part of the woods beyond it belonged to the same property. That night she didn’t ask him to shut up but the smell of aggression was still thick in her scent.

On the last morning Daniel spent at Olivia´s she woke him up by knocking on the door and waiting for a few minutes before entering. She´d made breakfast already. After fifteen minutes he was out of the place without a good by and with a heavy heart.

“This is the nicest room in the entire house” Oli mumbled that afternoon as she went to check up the bathroom. She noticed that her imposed guest had not only fixed the leaking pipes and painted the walls but had fixed and cleaned the stuck window and cleaned the tub, sink and tiles. “After this he seems more of a Cinderella than the wicked wolf” she huffed but laughed “wolferella? –she mused- or cinder-wolf? Olivia, you´re crazy” she scolded herself, turned off the light and went out of the room shaking her head. 

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aahhh I´ve had this bit for a little while, I said I was going to read over and do at least some kind of editing but no, I just can´t do it. I did the spellcheck on Word but I´m sure that´s not enough so...again, uneditted.

Also, I want to kinda keep using fairy tale references as much as I can for this story, so that´s why I used that tittle but I´m not sure. I wondered if it was ok to maybe make it into Cinderella Wolf or something like that, maybe Wicked Wolf? -with the question mark. Idk though...

I think the picture is perfect for this one, dont you think? 

Desires

I was chatting, smiling at my computer as I replied
Then, I was running, running away from her
I had never wanted to run away from her
I had been always following her, walking next to her at some point
and then doing my best to caught up to her
Not anymore. I was running away from her
Ignoring the pain in my chest as I put distance between us
I didn't want to tell her about it,
I´d do anything to avoid it...

I woke up. Wow. It was a dream...
right?

Though My Eyes: On Time

A/N: A very tiny one that I dont know if it´s more of a side-story of this story. Idk if I want it here or if it fits but it´s what I have next in the Word doc but idk... I dont know if I should delete this whole part but I decided to post it

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“Marissa, hi” I called Mari as I walked towards her work place

“Diletto –she greeted me in one of her Italian endearments which I only knew was that but didn’t know what it was; I had a hard time keeping up with them- how are you”

“I’m on my way to your office. Mari I forgot my flash drive on your bag and I have my updated paper there and I need to finish and send it today” I explained

“Oh, oh, I see…but I don’t have my Tuesday-Wednesday bag with me…”

“What?”

“I don’t have it with me”

“Marissa, I really need that flash drive”

“It´s ok, tesoro, I’ll see if I can go out to get if or you. Are you close?”

“Just entering the building” we ended the call as I walked towards her on the counter. She stood up, looked around at the empty place and kissed me

“I can go get your flash drive in a couple of hours during my lunch” she continued with our conversation. I looked at my watch

“I really need it now” I sighed

“Ok, don’t worry, here, take my key, it´s in my bag –she put her keys on the counter- the bag´s on the chair next to my bed” she explained; I vaguely wondered if I’d give her my keys, not that I was to keep hers but still

“Thanks, I´ll bring these back later” I leaned in for a quick good bye kiss and left

“See you” she mouthed as she answered a phone call

“What are you doing here?” Nichole walked in the apartment as I was scrubbing my hand over my face. She seemed slightly surprised to see me alone in her place

“I forgot my flash drive in Marissa´s bag but I can’t find it anywhere” I said exasperated “I´ve been looking everywhere for the past hour. I really need that flash drive to finish a paper” I growled as she placed her bag on the sofa and took off the worn leather jacket she was wearing

“Didn´t she tell you where it was?”

“On her bag that was on the chair next to her bed. It´s not there, there´s no bag there” I sighed

“Marissa never leaves things where she says she left them…” she walked past me

“I´ve searched the entire place!” there was an edge in my words; Nic nodded and went in her room, the door closed behind her

“Marissa!” I grumbled as once again I scrubbed my hand over my face. Nichole came out of her room carrying a blue denim messenger bag; it was Marissa´s bag

“You had it” I said as I took the bag

“She left it in my room” she rolled her eyes

“It´s unlocked; you leave your room unlocked” I searched for the flash drive in the mess inside the bag. She nodded

“Doesn’t it bother you that anyone could open it?” I said taking things out ´cause I couldn’t find my flash drive. Nic shrugged “I could have opened your room”

“You didn’t”

“Maybe you should lock your room. Mari does”

“There´s not a single thing of value in my room, well, paint maybe so it´s fine besides Marissa´s always leaving her stuff in my room…”

“What if she gives the key to someone else?” I said frowning as I searched between the crumbles of a cookie on the bottom of the bag

“What could anybody want from there? But if it makes you happy, I wouldn’t have given you the key” there was humor in her voice; she was teasing me but it made me bitter

“I know, you –don’t trust me I was going to say but I remembered something- you did give me a key, before, a key to your room”

“Oh, huh –she looked taken aback for a second- you didn´t find out what that was?”

“It opened your room”

“It opened yours to and the SCR, the Art building…I guess you didn’t try it”

“We did –I explained, by accident we´d found out that it opened all doors in Burgeoys, at least the ones we tried- Aaron and I tried it”

“Ah” she nodded

“Did it open the gates?” I had started taking out stuff from the side pockets of the bag

“No, well, it opened the old ones but those had a chain and locks, remember? So not really”

“So not the main ones…”

“A computer code opened those”

“And you had the code –I half smiled despite my desperation, she shrugged- you could´ve left me that one”

“Ha! Cameras, Josh, it didn’t make sense to open the gate to get caught!”

“Of course… Finally!” I exclaimed finally finding the flash drive. I checked my watch, it was late, I wouldn’t make it if I went back to my place to finish my paper

“hey… -I started- can I use your computer and printer? –I asked showing the flash drive; she raised her eyebrows and I hesitated- Sean, my work partner, lost the file at the last minute, computer virus but I have the almost complete paper here… if I go back to my place I’ll be late, the professor doesn’t tolerate it” I sighed

“Ok –she opened her room and got in- you coming?” I heard her voice after a minute. “Printer´s there, paper´s there” she pointed to a folder as she typed her password on her laptop. The place was bright, unlike Marissa´s bedroom, it was sort of similar to her Burgeoys room, there was not a single thing out of place, there were books on the night strand, a drawing pad next to the laptop and drawings on walls, sketches pinned to the walls like a collage

“Thanks –I sat on her  swiveling chair- when did you put the key in my pocket?” I went back to our conversation as I opened the file I needed

“When you hugged me good bye”

“You had it ready –I said she nodded- what if I hadn’t hugged you?”

“I was just going to give it to you but I thought it´d be fun if you found it” she explained as I started to read over the paper trying to locate the changes we´d done and that had been lost

“Why give me that?” I asked

“On my birthday that year you could´ve been caught if I hadn’t been there… at the time I thought it could be useful” she said and left the room. I guessed it had been thoughtful in a strange way; in the back of my mind I thought that it´d meant that she´d planned to get more visits from me which was sort of interesting.

“Thanks” I motioned to my paper about forty five minutes later

“Need a folder?”

“Got one?” I asked, she stood up, went in her room and came back with a plastic folder “Thanks. I owe you one. Bye”

“Bye” she said, I think. I got right on time and then hassled my work partner for being so stupid and useless

“Just on time!” I texted both Marissa and Nichole afterwards. Mari´s reply came quick

“Good job! You´re the man!” it read and had a winky face.

An hour later I got a text I didn’t think I´d get “Part of that grade´s mine” it said. I laughed.

Flat

I´ve been wearing the same jeans since Monday; they´re old jeans that now that I´ve lost weight are kinda loose. I don't need to unbutton them to take them off but they don´t fall down if I don't tug them down; however they hang low on my hips. 

My low loose jeans reminded me of something, of someone actually and something about me. It´s nothing important just something that I felt like writing about. I had this classmate in my first year in college who seemed to like to wear jeans like the one I´m wearing now. I´m pretty sure it was on purpose because they were not loose in any other place, like only low low low. Also this person seemed to like to wear t-shirts that ended at the waist with low cut jeans.

I didn't want to notice but many times when I was talking to this classmate I could see a glimpse of underwear and the slight hint of hip bones under skin and smooth white flat stomach. I remember that today. At the time I didn't realize but it seems that I liked it. I knew that I had a thing for flat tummies though. 

Ok, so that´s it, a confession, I guess, I have a thing for flat stomachs and probably low loose jeans in other ppl´s bodies I´m not sure haha

I dont like you anymore

I just wrote you another poem. It´s been over a year, I think, since I wrote an entry in this particular label. A letter to you. Thoughts I cant tell you because no matter what I say, it doesn't reach you, it will not reach you, you don't want it, you don't need it and I do not give you the chance to deny me of you, yet you do it, of course, you do as you please, always.

I don't love you. I´m convinced of that. I´m not attracted to you, not anymore. I´m no longer compelled to find you, to please you, to be with you but I remember how it was to love you, it hurts still, the memory of the feeling of it hasn't healed specially when you just don't find words to talk to me anymore. I´m not interesting to you anymore and I don't really care, it´s fine, I don't mind but the part of me that remembers feels the pain,the stab of it.

It´s really complicated to have loved. I wonder what would you say about this, do you think that once you stop loving someone you no longer feel them? Do you no longer feel them?

I saw your picture today, longer hair, curving at the tips, rounder face, wider chest, sunburnt, clothes lines where the sun didn't touch your skin... I didn't recognize the one I liked there. It was your mind that made fall; the last thing I noticed was your body. I never see bodies, I hardly ever notice how sultry and appealing some could be, how I liked your lips and your eyes. I couldn't see them anymore. I didn't like you anymore but I remember, it is so strange, so very strange

it still hurts that you no longer feel like talking to me but it goes away faster and faster, anxiety doesn't eat at me anymore, only chews a little on the edges of my soul but it lets me go, pain doesn't sting as bad as it once did. Should I congratulate myself? should I thank you for making me almost immune to you?

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Trying this Blogger app thing. I couldn't copy and paste the stuff from my notes so I decided to try with a draft.
This one is kinda old, about three to five months ago...
So, to post and see what happens!

Dead Stars

My dear...
I still can´t say your name, it feels like a forbidden curse, a too powerful spell
Why you?
How did you become so important, so permanent?
I was asleep, not knowing I was dreaming and you awoke me
and showed me lights and colors and laughter
and slapped me with pain and tears and oblivion

Your sideway smile opened my eyes and I saw you
I saw beyond what I always saw, invisible blurs of what people is made of
I saw your eyes and your hair and your hands and your lips and your steps
and I loved you like the first time, like a gift, like fire

I loved you more than life
enough to deny myself, enough to be open to change, enough to hope and dream
Pouring all over with infinite words, pinning my heart on your skin, it didn't stay
You were asleep, dreaming of other lands, greener grass and a brighter sky
I wasn't loved

It rained on me and I clumbled like salt
My wounds hurt, everything hurt, your absence hurt, your presence hurt
I faded away. I was asleep, unaware that my night was nightmares
The morning light awoke me and I saw you, I see you
I see your shell and it´s changed to my eyes. I see your core and I remember I loved you
The shadow of you eclipses the shadows of the life after my heart died

I compare you to the light of dead stars
no longer there but their light´s still travelling the darkness
piercing memories of what it was and no longer exists
Not alive, not dead, the stars never knew my eyes gazed at them with love
How long will your light last? How much more will you cast shadows over me?


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-some impromptu inspiration... plagued with mistakes no doubt
-my friend said writing poetry was like making confessions

Over the Moon: Full Moon

“Not you again!” Oli groaned one night the next month after she’d last seen him. Ale had walked her home after their closing shift. Daniel was in his wolf form and in attacking position about to pounce Ale who groaned too. As in cue, chief Covin appeared

“Take him away!” Oli told him

“Oli, I´m sorry but I have to go –Ale said apologetically- like I said your dog won’t harm you but it wouldn’t hesitate to harm me” Ale frowned. Oli sighed

“Alright… Thank you for walking me home Ale” she smiled weakly

“Miss Ventura –Covin started- as you can see, today is a full moon night. I can assure you that I had him away but this is a very… delicate time for a young werewolf… He’s very strong and mostly instinct. His instinct is to be with you so he escaped and he´ll attack anything and anyone who tries to prevent him from getting to you…”

“Just lock him away, doesn’t he have like an alpha to obey?” she scoffed

“Yes –Covin said patiently- technically, I am his alpha but at the moment he´d go against me to be with you and I don’t want to harm my nephew but I also don’t want him to harm others or to harm himself…For all purposes from now on, from the time he found you last month you are his alpha”

“This is stupid –Oli said partly shocked, partly disgusted, partly scared- I don’t want any part in this” she started to walk towards her house, Coving walked behind her, his long strides putting him closer to her which caused her to yelp in surprise once she turned at this the wolf pounced with bared teeth to attack Covin who shot him; Olivia gasped as the big wolf fell with a cry

“You killed him!” she shrieked as the animal whined

“No, Miss Ventura, these are rubber bullets but someone might use real ones or he might harm someone if you send him away… so, please, I´m asking for your help…”

“What… how can I even help? –she eyed the angry red mark that the rubber bullet had left on the animal- I mean, I know nothing about this and what if he hurts me? He kidnapped me, kept me away a whole night”

“He couldn’t hurt you even if he wanted and about the kidnapping… he thought you knew”

“Knew what?

“He knew you were his mate when he caught your scent, if you were like him, like us, you would´ve felt it too”

“You too? –she gasped- You go… dog like that?”

“I shift into a werewolf, yes, but I’m an adult he’s not yet, not by our standards so unlike me he cannot avoid shifting with the full moon…”

“This is… I…” Olivia´s words wouldn’t come out as her thoughts tumbled one over the other making a riot in her head

“Miss Ventura last time he was just trying to help you”

“By taking me to a cave in the middle of the dark woods?” she frowned

“That was just a place to shift into …” the chief motioned to the wolf. Olivia scowled and then took a deep calming breath

“…And what exactly do you want me to do?” Oli asked reluctantly

“Just let him stay in your house for tonight and tomorrow…”

“What? No! this man, wolf, whatever, kidnapped me –she motioned to the wolf who was attentively listening to them the whole time with raised hairs on his back- and now you want me to let him stay in my house?”

“I´ll leave you the gun with the rubber bullets –Covin offered and Oli just didn’t say she´d never ever touched a weapon of any kind- but I can assure you he´ll do each and every little thing you might ask except leave your side”

“Shut up!” Olivia shouted to the wolf on her attic right above her bedroom as he sniffed the floor. Immediately the sound stopped and Olivia huffed as she turned around in her bed. Covin had convinced her that the man-wolf was not dangerous for her but would be for others if she didn’t let him in. He’d also said that in the next two days and nights it’d be better if they both stayed in the house as precaution. She’d protested about her job but of course Leah, her boss, didn’t mind at all; it was about her nephew after all

Oli grumbled something unintelligible and the sniffing started “Shut up!” She shouted as if to an annoying unwanted pet.

Olivia usually woke up before seven in the morning, even after a bad night of tossing and turning like the night she’d had. In the mornings she turned on her back, stretched her arms up and breathed in deeply, she followed her routine until she remembered the huge golden dog-wolf. She rolled her eyes as her mind corrected the term “the wolf” she grumbled and then in her mind: the wolf in the attic

“Not a good morning anymore” Olivia mumbled to herself and got up to the bathroom to wash her teeth. She was very thirsty and that made her pause, the dog could be thirsty and in need of a walk out too. She wasn’t about to practice animal cruelty so she changed from her sleeping clothes and cautiously went upstairs to the attic with a bowl and a bottle of water. She unlocked the door, the attic was already bathed with soft light that showed dust particles flying all over and around the old furniture and boxes that needed to be checked and put away. The wolf was awake and walking towards her except he wasn’t a wolf anymore but a grown up and very naked guy

“Geez! Would you cover yourself?!” Oli gasped looking away and the man looked down at himself as if he just noticed he was nude but he didn’t seem to mind that. He had no problem with nudity but Oli did; so he looked around and saw a blanket on an old dusty couch and wrapped it around himself, it was big enough to cover him complete but made him sneeze; it was as dusty as the couch

“I´m sorry” Daniel cleared his throat once he was covered

“Where are your clothes?” Oli made a face

“Ah –Dani scratched his nose- it got torn when I shifted in jail” he mumbled; he could smell irritation in Oli’s scent, she made a face and threw him the bottle of water which he caught and drank at once, he was really thirsty

“You can’t be naked in my house” she scolded, he nodded

“Can I use your phone? I´ll call my dad and ask him to bring me stuff and… ah, can I use your bathroom?”

“Downstairs –she sighed motioning for him to go first. This amused Daniel. If he wanted to attack her, there would be nothing she could do, she was small and she wasn’t even carrying the gun Covin had given her which could´ve stopped him maybe but he didn’t say a thing or move a muscle of his face; he just went down to the second floor and then to the first floor as Oli instructed. He used the guest’s bathroom which really needed repairs as the rest of the house at least what he got to see of it.

“I don’t want that naked man in my house” Oli was saying in a clipped tone when he came out; she was on the phone with chief Covin

“He’ll be here in ten minutes” she told Dani when he came to find her in the kitchen and then “are you hurt? You have blood…” she pointed to his ear and cheek area

“Ah… it´s ok, it’s just scratches” Dani gave a weak smile. He´d gotten into a fight with an older way more experienced wolf when he’d escaped. She rubbed her eyes with her index and thumb in an irritated manner

“Covin shook you last night –she remembered as she said- he said you´d be ok… are you? I mean…”

“Just a bruise, it´s not bad” he played it down

“Why don’t you like… clean yourself –she motioned towards the bathroom with her arm and a frown- as you uncle comes” Dani didn’t say a word, just tuned on his heels and marched to the bathroom again. The water was cold and at first it was orange looking; tinted with the rust of the pipes but after a while it was clear. As he showered he could smell food being cooked, his mouth watered, he hadn’t eaten anything since the day before and to imagine food made by Olivia made him even hungrier but he took his time under the cold shower until he heard his uncle coming and a few minutes later knocking on the bathroom door.

“How are you doing, kid?” Covin patted his shoulder as Daniel came out

“Fine” Dani mumbled and Covin laughed quietly, Daniel glared not looking at the chief

“Well –Covin had gone out and then back in- Miss Ventura, thank you for doing this and helping Daniel –he put some bags on the old, tattered counter- this should be enough for what he eats” Covin said and Daniel smelled an already made breakfast and raw ingredients as well. Oli said nothing just sighed. At least it was some help, she thought.

“Olivia –Daniel started once chief Covin left- let me, please, apologize about my mistakes and explain you why I did it and…”

“No, stop there –Olivia´s mouth was a thin line- I don’t want to hear about it –she made a stop motion- or get to know you, no, this is just to avoid you attacking people” she´d taken out the food container chief Covin had brought and pushed it to him along with a big water bottle

“Chief Covin told me you don’t need to be right next to me…” she motioned out of the kitchen so with his heart feeling like it was being squeezed from the inside Daniel took his food and walked out of the kitchen and up to the attic where Oli locked him. He sat on the floor and bent his legs to his chest and rested his forehead on his knees sighing

“I´m screwed” Daniel muttered. It was not that she´d locked him; he knew he could break the door without even having to use the strength of the wolf to get out but she wanted him away. Olivia hated him. He wasn’t hungry anymore.

Olivia had gone out to the garden to weed it and to start removing some of the soil trying to forget some weirdo-make-a-myth-come-true guy was in her attic whereas Daniel had moved to the dirty window to listened to what Oli was doing; she was working right next to the wall so he could not see her as she worked unless he opened it and looked out but he knew she wouldn’t like that. She didn´t want to see him. During the whole time he´d been raking his brain on how to make himself likeable to her but if she didn’t let him talk, didn’t want to know him or see him… he couldn’t do much but try to make himself scarce.

Around lunch time Olivia came inside the house to start on lunch, she was very hungry after working in the garden the whole morning, not with that much success but with some satisfaction at her work. As she started to chop some vegetables to make some rice she thought of the man upstairs. She sighed and added some more rice to the pan and took out a piece of meat out of the fridge “After all, it´s for him” she muttered, Covin had brought it for his nephew.

After a while of smelling how different ingredients fried and boiled Daniel felt the smell of food coming his way as well as Olivia´s scent. She opened the door and she entered bringing her fresh smell as well as the smell of weeds and dirt and outside air, it appealed to him more than the steak she´d brought him although this too smelled great. Daniel went downstairs quickly to the restroom; she waited until he came back and locked him up again.

During the afternoon Daniel could hear Olivia walking around in her room. It sounded like she was cleaning it; she was cleaning her clothes and furniture, cleaning her bathroom. She sighed as she tried to clean the tiles on the bathroom which needed a lot of cleaning after years of neglect, it definitely needed painting too… “If only I had money to fix it all…” she sighed.

At dinner time Olivia just made some sandwiches and sighed as she served the plate for her “guest” and then went upstairs where she found instead of the man she expected a big light brown wolf that wiggled his tail as she entered. Oli placed the plate on the floor and poured the water on the bowl trying to find comfort in the thought that it was the last night that the man would be in her home.

Daniel had stayed away as she poured the water; he knew she wouldn’t appreciate his coming closer, he could smell the distrust and dislike, he felt a whine on his throat that he suppressed, it was something that he hated of his wolf-self, it was so ones to what it felt and it showed it way more easily than his human self. As soon as Oli left him and locked he rushed to the food, her smell and taste lingered in everything she´d touched. The food was gone fast, too fast.

That night was basically the same thing as the previous one, the wolf sniffing and scratching the board floor and Olivia angrily shouting “shut up” as the smell of anger, irritation and rejection made the wolf sneeze and make soft whining noises. Eventually, Olivia fell asleep and all that was left was her natural woman scent, a mix of orange blossoms and vanilla ice-cream. It was soothing for the wolf that lay on his belly as in the distance he heard the calling of his pack running; hunting in the woods, any other time it would´ve sound appealing but now orange blossoms and vanilla ice cream was the only thing he wanted to feel.

  

Orange blossoms and vanilla ice cream mixed with the acrid scent of disgust and rejection woke Daniel up as well as the verbal “Gosh! Do you ever wear any clothes?!” As he turned around he saw Olivia walking away and out the door. He came downstairs wearing the clothes from the day before.

“Milk and cereal… -Oli was pouring some milk to her fruit loops cereal bowl- I´m not in the mood for cooking. You kept me away –she reproached- what´s with all the scratching and sniffing? I thought you wanted to be inside” she shoved a spoonful of mild and cereal to her mouth. Daniel cleared his throat, touched his neck and shifted from food to foot as he mentally kicked himself. Never Daniel Covin had acted like a fool in front of a girl, never had he been rejected and now when it counted he acted like a fool, messed it all since the start, never  he´d been an unsure man but in front of Olivia he wasn’t even sure if she wanted an answer or not.

“I’m sorry. I just can’t help it –Daniel said with frustration in his tone- my… -he moved his tongue over his front teeth- wolf form is more ruled by instincts” he explained

“You have the instinct to scratch my floor boards and keep me awake? I thought cats were the ones who scratched things” she scoffed

“Your scent is very appealing –he went for honesty- that´s why” tentatively Daniel filled his own bowl or what he though was his bowl, it was there an extra plate

“My scent?” Olivia narrowed her eyes, he nodded

“Yeah, like when you really really really like someone´s smell but ten times more” Daniel exhaled through the corner of his mouth. Oli picked up her bowl and walked out from the kitchen

“Covin said you´d be going today…” Oli slightly paused on the doorway to remind him. It felt like a stab to hi him

“Yeah –he cleared his throat- I´ll just grab my things” he stood up placing the spoon on the bowl of uneaten cereal

“You can finish your breakfast” she said not looking at him. Daniel sighed heavily

“Some head banging on a hard surface is in order” he murmured.

“I´m going now –Daniel said ten minutes later, she was on the living room on a very old couch- thanks for letting me stay” he said, she shrugged and followed him with her eyes until he disappeared on the hallway. Once she heard the door closing behind him she exhaled relieved

“Grandma, you were so right about this place…” Oli muttered looking up at the ceiling

“Great –she muttered as she went to the attic to bring the bowl, plate and empty water bottles that Daniel in his wolf form had used- I´m a dog´s maid now…”

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A/N: dont expect editted stuff from me

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dogs scratching stuff...it happens, believe me