wondering...

I feel I´m changing. Something is changing inside of me. There´s one thing I dont know. Am I going back to the way I used to be? or am I just becoming something else. Sometimes it feels like I´m going back, like the old me is returning, like the old me was sleeping and now that things look a little like before she´s getting up, but then I feel like due to everything that has happened there´s a new me, a different me, one more complicated, one more... one that I cant understand, one that  I cant control completely cause any day is the same. I feel like I´m mist moved by the breeze. I´ve never questioned myself about who I am, but sometimes it feels like the appropriate thing to ask....