the problem

Who am I?

I stop and stand still for a second

I´m pushed forward, I see nothing but darkness

I look back, I look ahead of me

it feels like nothing, a bunch of wasted effort

I dont see anything ahead

everything´s too tiring and my energy is gone

motivation is gone, it was never there 

the sense of responsibility, of commitment is not enough

I am lost, more than ever before

I am alone and the problem is that I won´t move, I dont want to 

it makes no sense, nothing makes sense anymore