hurt

I guess I´ve memorized your words...so you know that you´re not alone, that´s what you said right? did you mean it? for some reason I keep wondering that and I think it´s unhealthy that I do it because it´s a smile for sure but a doubt too. ...so you know that you´re not alone... despite that I feel alone... I heard a man today, some kind of adviser, he said it was bad to complain for loneliness, he said the more one complains about it ..it´s like diminish oneself... I guess he meant the most you say it the most real it becames... I said I was going to try not to complain about it anymore...so much for the try... well the circunstances are not helping but still... will I ever change? will this ever change?